May 2013
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I’m having panic attacks, I’m always crying, I feel so broken and weird.
I don’t want to go to work, I just want to sleep and cry.
Dreams of an insomniac.
I’m so excited about this job interview on Saturday!
Hopefully my word is turning around! Finally!
April 2013
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Seriously, the world needs to fuck off.
I know I’m fat, hell, if you’d been what I was going through you’d be fifteen times worse than me. I’ve been fat my whole life - 21 years later things haven’t changed.
Don’t you put your skeptical glasses on at me and throw the “sweetie, you’ve gained a bit of weight” fuckery at me. Fucking look in a...
Occasionally I make bad decisions. I’m sure this isn’t one of them. Yet.
I need out.
I need people to stop trying to fuck with my head. Accept the rest is dead and leave me the fuck alone.
I need sleep. I need a break. I need to move and change my name.
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Sometimes things change.
Sometimes one minute ill look like a princess, love my body and my life.
Next ill be crumpled on the floor in tracksuit pants praying for forgiveness.
I’m young, and I’m allowed to be fragile. I need to break down to get stronger. I have had things happen. I don’t want the world to stop turning because of it. I want to show you I am human, and not...
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